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haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, i totally forgot about lj. whatever. i don't need it anymore really.
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| Boys on film. |
[11 Dec 2007|10:14pm] |
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Making a romantic move could feel right today as passionate Mars is assisted by your key planet Venus. Go ahead and let someone special know how you feel, but do it gently. Intense feelings are so easy to express now that you might inadvertently say more than you should.
By Rick Levine
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
DAMMIT I MISSED MY CHANCE!!!
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[12 Nov 2007|04:58pm] |
blah, i'm bored with LJ.
i have nothing to say that i haven't gone over already.
so adios LJ. I hit you pack up when something SPECTACULAR happens.
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[15 Oct 2007|09:05pm] |
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| Woooork |
[04 Aug 2007|06:59am] |
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*sigh* i'm bored. and i go to work in like a minute or two. i drove oon the freeway twice yesterday. i daydream so much at work. and this REALLY FUCKING HOT blonde punk guy talked to me. i don't know what the hell he said cuz i was in dream world but he was hot. and i thought about the cute little arayan babies we'd make. but then i day dreamed more. and i'm giving my two weeks on sunday. grrrrreat. okay i gotta go to work. byyyyyye!
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| Girl, Positive. |
[14 Jul 2007|10:00pm] |
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oh my god.
i just watched a movie about some girl who got HIV. oh my god, i am so fuckign scared. i mean i haven't even done anything to get me HIV but still. oh my god. i wanna go get tested like right now. they recommed that everyone over the age of 13 get tested. oh god oh god. why do i watch crap like this?!?
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| Now i'm watching The Best Years |
[13 Jul 2007|09:55pm] |
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ha, so on the new episode of Degrassi tonight it was another mirror of my life. i laughed, and then felt sad. but it was honestly hilarious. it was just some things were a lil reversed. but it's all good. so now i think Alex is awesome. uh huh. anyways.... yeah.
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| You're a rich girl and you've gone to far cuz you know it don't matter anyway |
[08 Jul 2007|08:48pm] |
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blaaaaaaah. i haven't talked to like anyone in days. whatev. you know what, the more i think about it i realize how great of a friend Kacey really is. i always forget about her for some reason. it's horrrible. honestly she is just about as entertaining as everyone else but i still forget about that somedays. I dunno, i'm horrible.
oh yesterday was interesting. i was workigngirls front with Teddy and these two "sixteen" *coughFOURTEENcough* year old girls came and hit on him. they came in like 5 fucking times! annoying much? EVERYONE was getting annoyed. but finally someone got them away. but i was doing go-backs so i didn't get to see. oh and Afuwa (or however you spell it) acidentally deleted the schedule. oh my gah. *shakes head* so now i have no idea when i work or if i do.
today we went and looked at assisted living homes for my grandma. and then we ate at chili's. and i checked my schedule but it was blank so... i'm going to have to go tomorrow. i need to go tomorrow anyways. My daddy's birthday is wed!!! <333 i need to go buy him more presents. mhmm. oh and my daddy hurt his leg. :(
meh.
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| 713 351 7200!! |
[29 Jun 2007|12:33am] |
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the more i listen to myself the more i realize how big of a bitch i am. the worst part is i don't even care. i'm just like "whatever, i hide it well enough". it honestly makes me laugh sometimes. and those are the times i think i'm crazy.
god, if i have to stay here for college i'm going to shoot myself. it would be sooo awkward to see people i know. like oh god, what if i ran into Sparky or somebody on the street. i would have to start a convo with them! ugh, i hate doing that! and that is why i'm getting the hell outta here.
i like Dirty Dancing alot. i wanna learn how to dance like Baby. i wish i could curl my hair like that too. hellz yeah.
okay i'm going to shut up now. k your welcome. k bye.
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| Well i keep on thinking about you Sister Golden Hair Surprise |
[28 Jun 2007|01:23am] |
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i'm really hungry.
i think it's awesome that i always laugh when i think about people i don't like. and then i call them a whore and laugh some more.*sigh* i am so awesome.
but anyways, enough of that. i'm bored. i wanna go do something fun tomorrow. i think i'll go to bestbuy cuz i have a giftcard. aaaaaaand maybe i'll go swimming. i <3 swimming. oOOOOOOooooOOOOOOOOh i wanna have a water baloon fight! i must call up my girlies then!! ooh but steph has summer school. *sad face* oooh we need to watch Beverly Hills Cop 3! must remember that too! and i gotta go check my schedule again friday. meeeeeh. and i REALLY need to start getting crap for the 4th of July Extravaganza!! i think i'll make stephanie call everyone. i'll make the food. maybe kacey can get some of the fun crap that she always brings. oooOOOOOooooh GLOWSTICKS!!! XD kacey is teh HxC biotch! <333 haha anyways, i'm crazy anal so this is gonna be fun to plan. muhahahahaha! oh and steph and i need to go scout for houses now. forgot bout that. maybe i'll just do that by myself tomorrow. hmmm...
anyways, thank you for pretending to care. the end.
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| SAT time |
[25 Jun 2007|12:26am] |
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i got an 1860 on my SAT. *shrugs* it was what i thought i would get. the writing part is what killed it fer sure. fucking writing.
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| There is so much i need to say to you |
[24 Jun 2007|01:21am] |
sooooo something very interesting has just happened. edgar asked me all these questions and then asked me if i would go out with jason. i still haven't answered cuz i don't exactly know what to answer.
i'm going to be like Miss Scarlett and think about that tomorrow. (mostly cuz myspace is being a bitch right now)
so yes.
honestly i would go out with him cuz i'm bored. plus free starbucks coffee (hellz yeah!)
but that totally fucks up my longterm goal DESTINY.
dammit. just you wait!!! muhahaha i get what i want motha fucka!
and no, i'm not crazy. and cisco totally didn't think i was crazy either. and i don't find symbolism in everything. nuh uh. you got the wrong girl.
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| constant debauchery |
[22 Jun 2007|01:29am] |
*sigh* i need to stop taking quizzes. they keep telling what i already know. i don't understand why life doesn't follow it though dammit! you know how awesome that would be? i would loooooooove it.
ugh tomorrow is gonna be busy busy busy!O_O
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[18 Jun 2007|02:47am] |
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i was reading postsecret today and of course everything was father related. i was thinking of my daddy the whole time. and then i thought about the fact that he is gonna die one day and i've been crying ever since. i can't even imagine life without my daddy. i feel like such a bad daughter. i should have spent the whole day with him. sure i spent most but still. he's my daddy and i should do more for him. god i never want my daddy to die. i love my daddy. he's like my best friend. i don't want him to ever die.
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| Gay Pride Month |
[13 Jun 2007|01:06am] |
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wow, i just learned that it's gay pride month! O_o
i wanna go down to Montrose now. ehehehehe lots of gay boys! <33333
anyways. everyone who reads this (being primarily tonio) already has heard about my interview so i'm not gonna write bout it, k?
sooooooooooooooooo i need to start planning the 4th of July Extravaganza! i'm thinking fireworks and a water balloon fight and watermelon and sunflower seeds. okay that's all i got so far. i'll work on it.
나는 그래서 도려내 이다. 그러나 나는 한국어안에 쓴 사랑한다. 너 아래로 빨리 죽는가 시켰는가 불을 또는 나는 항상 있을 것인가 여기? 그것은 이렇게 잘 적합했다.
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| I love me some 07 Prius |
[11 Jun 2007|12:43am] |
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okay update for the week:
Little kids LOVE me. <333333333
i took the ACT.
i opened a checking account.
i looked at cars and fell in love with the Toyota Prius:
can you say "perfect package"? it's a hybrid, has a power on button, smart key, backup camera, totally hardcore speedometer and gear changer, nice seats, advanced and side-curtain airbags, and gets 60mpg. i want it sooooooo bad!
moving on,
steph and kate and i had a slumber party.
steph and i looked for jobs.
i love the sims too much.
mmmkay, any questions? no? good. XD
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| Little 15, you help her forget. |
[03 Jun 2007|02:37am] |
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okay, i'm only posting this cuz i thought it was amusing. and my song life made me sad... *tear*
RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Tokyo a Go-Go --The Magnetic Fields
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
People are People --Depeche Mode
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Special K -- Placebo
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Sleep Tight -- Death Cab for Cutie
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Rabbits are Roadkill on Route 37 --AFI (oh god..... *cries*)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Infra-Red --Placebo (yay, what a hapy motto..............)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Japanese Sailor Moon themesong (seriously, WTF?!!?!?)(&& don't laugh at my musical taste!!)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
More Than This -- The Cure (umm......)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Nothing Matters When We're Dancing -- The Magnetic Fields
WHAT IS 2+2?
Glendora -- Rilo Kiley
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Joga -- Bjork
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Martyr -- Depeche Mode O_o;;;
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Birds Fly (Whisper to a Scream) -- Icicle Works
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I Looked All Over Town -- The Magnetic Fields (it's a song about a clown..... TT_TT)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Against All Odds -- Phil Collins (*sigh* it's a perfect fit...)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
To Here Knows When -- My Bloody Valentine
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Suedehead -- Morrissey (great, can't wait for that....)
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
In the City in the Rain -- The 6ths w/ Lou Barlow (umm, well... at least it's one of my favs right?)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Pretty In Pink -- Psychdelic Furs
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
My Secret Garden --Depeche Mode (DON'T FIND MY SECRET GARDEN, HOES(hose?)!!)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Only When I Lose Myself -- Depeche Mode (fuck damn! *headdesk*)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Damn Girl -- Justin Timberlake feat. Will.I.Am (*CRIES* I'M NOT A LESBO!!!)
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| First time i've cried in months. yay... |
[20 May 2007|10:40pm] |
why does everything always go from bad to worse? if it wasn't bad enough that i'm a fucking WHALE, my heart has to be ripped to shreds too. thanks boys. i hate you all.
my goal is to be 105 lbs. thanks kate. i'm going to be fucking hot then people will like me! fuck damn
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| Boys don't cry.. except Blake |
[16 May 2007|12:17am] |
oh my god i have a crush on 3 guys! O_o;;;;;;;;
what the hell?! and i kinda think 2 like me! muhahahahaha! i'm awesome! i'm a g! mhmm mhmmm
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| i've got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots that my tongue has tied off |
[14 May 2007|11:12pm] |
UUUUUUUUGH!!! i wanna say something but i can't! i don't want to sound overly possesive or jealous or whatever, ya know? ugh. where is francisco when you need him? i need some confidants not intermixed with everyone else. that's why cisco is hardcore.
oh and Blake is hardcore to the max. i owe him a million.
My brain's repeating
"if you've got an impulse let it out"
But they never make it past my mouth.
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